Thursday, October 28, 2010

Tonight I Cried

I can't exactly pinpoint what triggered these tears. Is it stress? Work? Family? Money? Health? Frustration? Happiness? A void? Failure?

1st of all, EVERYTHING IS FINE. I think it might be that I got mad at my baby Skyla and I am feeling guilty. Being a parent is not easy. We have to watch our every word, our every move, our every moment. We want the best for them, and sometimes it means setting them straight to teach them and prepare them for a bigger, better & brighter future. I LOVE LOVE our kids. They make us so tremendously happy. Gosh, it's so true when my parents would tell me "I get mad at you because I love you, if I didn't care, we would let you do whatever you want!" It was mainly my dad that would tell us that. Children have to be scared of a least ONE parent! No?

STRESS? I guess who doesn't have it?
WORK? I like it, but it does stress me out when we can't keep the office BUSY! I have learned so much there, more than just dentistry :)
FAMILY? i LOVE my familia. I want to do my best as a wife, mommy, friend, and be an example/role model.
MONEY? grrrrrr. Goes too fast !
HEALTH? Should I even go there? Really, i don't know what the heck I'm waiting for to jump on the health wagon!!! I DON'T want to be forced to follow a diet for an external reason. I want it to come natural and to keep a healthy life. JUST DO IT ADRI!!!!!!
FRUSTRATION? All i gotta do is stop procrastinating!
HAPPINESS? I'll take a DOUBLE shot of that anytime, all the time :D
A VOID? That's between me & the Lord. He can fill it, and make it pour over.
FAILURE? Failure I'm NOT. I already went to school & got an associates degree, although I want more! I would like to aim for my bachelors!!!!

Now that the tears have dried up, maybe it was the movie I just saw! Mark Zuckerberg kinda made me mad :P

***P.S. Te amo mi amor!!!**** ****YOU complete me!!***